Wednesday, November 24, 2004
2nd Day...
PSLE results are out... My cousin got so- so results... Manage to pass and is going to Normal Academic... Went to Toa payoh, then to bishan borrowed a show and went home to carry on try to defrag my old laptop but it isn't doing very well.. Still at 1% after many hours... I am trying to download My date with a vampire part 3 ep 1 but its taking very long too... Currently i am baking cookies and watching the show my mum friend lend her...
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
1st day back
After arriving home, i was shocked to see that my house tables are all full and the newspaper is stacked as tall as me... So i spend 3 - 4 hrs after reaching home clearing up the mess... This morning, i got up at 9 plus as i wanted to rebond my hair... I tried to defrag my old laptop but it kept hanging finally i gave up on it and went to the hairdresser... When i reach thomson plaza at 11 am, shops are just opening... I went to get my hair rebond then i bought lunch for my family... After having lunch, i went out again to look for the sims 2... I went to Bishan to look for it but there is any available so i went to funan and bought it there... When i arrive at city hall, it was raining heavily and i had to buy an umbrella... After that i went to AMK to have a look at VCDs and bought a new set of vcd starring Lin Xinru and Han Zanyou (handsome korean actor)... My mum's friend lend her a set of tvb show that i wanted to watch lucky i came back early or i might not get to watch it... The one of main actor is the handsome guy from Truimph in the skies... The show that went to Rome to shoot...
Monday, November 22, 2004
Long awaited day...
Finally the long awaited day has come... In another 15 hrs i will be on sq 236 on my way back home... Don't know can sleep to nite or not... But i have to because tomorrow morning i have to wake up early and bring the rest of my stuff to xinyi's... I want to eat sakae sushi tonight but not sure if daddy have the time to let me go there to have dinner maybe we can takeaway my faves haha... I sort of have the week planned...
23th I am going to get my hair cut and rebond
24th and 25th I will either go to toa payoh or AMK or J8 or orchard to have a look
26th I have a dentist appointment
23th I am going to get my hair cut and rebond
24th and 25th I will either go to toa payoh or AMK or J8 or orchard to have a look
26th I have a dentist appointment
Sunday, November 21, 2004
City...
Just came back from the city... Had cravings for copehagen milk shake... Since it is the last day that i am here before i go on a 3 month holiday back home... I took a bus to the city... I had my milkshake and went to walk a few fashion shops and a book store... Books here are pretty expensive... A book that cost 12 plus back home can cost 19 plus here... I went to try out 4 skirts at supre but none of my liking... Then i went to catch the bus back... Lucky i was 10 minutes early or i have to wait for 1/2 hr for the next bus... Bus system here is really bad during the weekend... I updated my window and anti virus for my computer to use up all my mbs left for internet... Here they count by the mb used instead of the hrs internet is use... Now i am left with only my school account but i have no idea how many mbs are left cos the page for balances is blank... I just hope that it will last until i go home tomorrow...
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Can't wait...
Since last week i have been checking out the arrival time of my flight on the internet... I notice that everyday my flight will arrive about 10 mins early... So great... Can't wait...
Thinking of having Sakae Sushi at airport... So miss all the restaurants... My friends say people miss the normal hawker centre stuff but u miss the expensive ones... That's because in brisbane the restaurants are expensive and hardly as good as singapore's ones...
I used to go to crystal jade at least once every 2 months and have abalone porridge... Swensen, Sakae Sushi and Mache are also my faves... Miss the restaurants so much... Can hardly wait to go back... Really hope today is Monday...
Why is there a sunday? Its not that i dislike sundays, in fact i like sundays cos the day i was born was a sunday and such a coincidence this year my b-dae will fall on a sunday... Just like 22 years ago... When this little baby gal was born to 2 first time parents...
Thinking so suddenly i realised that i have no idea how i manage to walk till where i am today... I can still remember it like yesterday when i was primary one and i refuse to go to school because ah ma wasn't going with me when she has always go to kindergarden with me... Now i think my Ah ma will think the little gal who i used to bring to kindergarden everyday has finally grown up...
I am really blessed with 2 vv supportive parents who give me guidance and finance all my wants... I want to tell them thank you for all that they have done for me... I also want to say sorry for all the times i anger or disappoint them like this year my 1st time with not too good results... Though i know they are more disappointed in my bro... Sorry i haven been there to keep an eye on him this year...
I suspect that he never go to school recently or maybe the whole 9 months that i am not there... Now that he don't have someone who goes to his school to ask whether he has been attending school... He might feel free as a bird and not go to school... Never mind i will go and check it out when i am back... I don't know what went wrong with him... I tried my vv best to be the best example as possible to him... I never fail to go to school everyday but he is always absent from school... The biggest disappointment that we got from him was 2 years ago and we hope that he had really learn his lesson...
Anyway i hope that he has learn how to take care of himself better during this 9 months that i havn't been there to take care of him... I will be back on monday can't wait... I did my packing a week or 2 ago, but i seems to have more and more things... Lucky everything can fit in but i don't know whether it will be overweight... Hope it doesn't... Before packing again today, i went to uni and took pics around... Lazy to transfer will do it when i am back...
Thinking of having Sakae Sushi at airport... So miss all the restaurants... My friends say people miss the normal hawker centre stuff but u miss the expensive ones... That's because in brisbane the restaurants are expensive and hardly as good as singapore's ones...
I used to go to crystal jade at least once every 2 months and have abalone porridge... Swensen, Sakae Sushi and Mache are also my faves... Miss the restaurants so much... Can hardly wait to go back... Really hope today is Monday...
Why is there a sunday? Its not that i dislike sundays, in fact i like sundays cos the day i was born was a sunday and such a coincidence this year my b-dae will fall on a sunday... Just like 22 years ago... When this little baby gal was born to 2 first time parents...
Thinking so suddenly i realised that i have no idea how i manage to walk till where i am today... I can still remember it like yesterday when i was primary one and i refuse to go to school because ah ma wasn't going with me when she has always go to kindergarden with me... Now i think my Ah ma will think the little gal who i used to bring to kindergarden everyday has finally grown up...
I am really blessed with 2 vv supportive parents who give me guidance and finance all my wants... I want to tell them thank you for all that they have done for me... I also want to say sorry for all the times i anger or disappoint them like this year my 1st time with not too good results... Though i know they are more disappointed in my bro... Sorry i haven been there to keep an eye on him this year...
I suspect that he never go to school recently or maybe the whole 9 months that i am not there... Now that he don't have someone who goes to his school to ask whether he has been attending school... He might feel free as a bird and not go to school... Never mind i will go and check it out when i am back... I don't know what went wrong with him... I tried my vv best to be the best example as possible to him... I never fail to go to school everyday but he is always absent from school... The biggest disappointment that we got from him was 2 years ago and we hope that he had really learn his lesson...
Anyway i hope that he has learn how to take care of himself better during this 9 months that i havn't been there to take care of him... I will be back on monday can't wait... I did my packing a week or 2 ago, but i seems to have more and more things... Lucky everything can fit in but i don't know whether it will be overweight... Hope it doesn't... Before packing again today, i went to uni and took pics around... Lazy to transfer will do it when i am back...
Friday, November 19, 2004
Last paper todae...
Finally, at long last last paper... It seems so much more common sense and understanding subject... I slept for only like 3 hrs todae studying for this paper... All well and done... After the paper i went to city with Xinyi... She missed the bus then i had to wait for her to arrive on another bus... I bought Royal jelly for mummy cos its cheap here... It cost $60 for 50 tablets in singapore and it costs AUD89.90 for 365 tablets see the difference... I also brought 2 bracelets for meimei and neenee... Sorry boys don't have... Really regret to call mummy cos she ask me to buy nougats and now i can't close my luggage... Guess its gonna be overweight... I also bought a bottle of bubble bath... Haha go home can sit in the bath tub... Had dinner at pancake house as a treat that exams are over... Now i can hardly wait for monday to come so that i can go home...
Thursday, November 18, 2004
Business plan results...
Today, I was awoken by the ringing tone of my phone... I thought who was calling so early at 10 am... On the other side of the line was Xinyi... And the 1st thing she ask is are u confident about ur entrepreneurship exam???... Suddenly, i was all awake... I ask her why??? Is it we did badly and fail our business plan... Thank heavens, we just make the mark to pass but the other problem is i am not sure if my entrepreneurship exam will be good... I think of 50 mcqs i only manage to fill in 26 on the first round and of the 3 short answers, i think the only one that could score is qn 1 maybe part of 2 but not 3... Have been trying to study for the last paper for tomorrow but can't seems to get much in...
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Business plan...
Receive an email from that stupid entrepreneurship lecturer saying that business plan is out for collection... Don't he know that now is exams... Can't he just put our results on the web instead of having us go to the resource center and pick it up... Actually wanted to go but was tired and lazy so i never went... Studying of conflict is going slow cos i can't seems to keep myself awake reading it... Hope our business plan results are not disappointing...
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Recharged...
Slept most of the afternoon away cos i was lying in bed while i studied... Anyway i haven had much sleep recently... Need to recharge... I think this recharge is doing me good now i am being a good girl studying... Have to jia you for my last paper... Am not going to think about some matters that have to done before i am going back... Have to concentrate on this last paper... Anything that needs to be done will be done... 船到桥头自然直... I thank the heavens for all that its has done for me...
Checked out the neopets website and found that the maximum play for a game to send score has increased to 5 times instead of 3 times...
Checked out the neopets website and found that the maximum play for a game to send score has increased to 5 times instead of 3 times...
So T|rEd...
I am so tired... Be it body, soul and mind... I want to scream i am so so tired... I don't know what have gotten into me... Now i just to hide into my world... Maybe i need a xin ling dusbin... I still have a paper this friday and i feel so tired...
I dislike the past... I want to forget about everything in the past but i always think about the happy times in the past... I want to look forward into the future but i am afraid what is there in front...
To make myself happy or have a little change or maybe i wanted to give myself a little hope... I did something on impulse... I msg someone... Now just hope that this someone replys... Don't want to put much hope as i don't want to be disappointed...
First impression counts... Really it counts so no matter what make urself look prettier or more handsome... U feel more confident and happy about urself and when others sees u they feel happy too... Wondering why i am talking about first impression suddenly... Cos i msg someone on first impression...
I dislike the past... I want to forget about everything in the past but i always think about the happy times in the past... I want to look forward into the future but i am afraid what is there in front...
To make myself happy or have a little change or maybe i wanted to give myself a little hope... I did something on impulse... I msg someone... Now just hope that this someone replys... Don't want to put much hope as i don't want to be disappointed...
First impression counts... Really it counts so no matter what make urself look prettier or more handsome... U feel more confident and happy about urself and when others sees u they feel happy too... Wondering why i am talking about first impression suddenly... Cos i msg someone on first impression...
Monday, November 15, 2004
Accomodating language style...
Heard a lot of complains from this person's friends about this person, before knowing this person... As usual of all people if u had heard negative stuff about this person no matter how u wish to be fair to the person and make a fine judgement urself its not gonna happen or maybe i am just easily influence or maybe i just feel from my friends' side of the story rather than this person's...
Usual desiree will accomodate and speak in the language that her friends chooses to speak... There are some friends which i speak to them in english and some in chinese... Though most of the time, its chinese... I am brought up to bilingual and i don't do too bad in translating :P ...
But only to this person i don't accomodate... Its not because i don't wish to but i feel that on the way when this person tried to look for an identity, this person has ultimately lost their own true identity... This person fake any national accent when speaking to those native from that countries... This makes me wonders how fake can this person be? This person may thinks that he/she is only trying to make the other party more comfortable by faking their accent? But i think the only impression this person gives the other party is why must u be so fake to fake our accent? Its not as if u are from my native country...
I never hear anything of this person's story... Recently, we realise a wrong judgement was made on this person and i began to pity this person... When i thought this person isn't that bad, this person step on my little waggy tail... So down goes this person back to original dot which is untrustable... What this person did: I was telling someone else about something and this person fake this someone else and talk to me without telling me... And say that i am a kpo when i was just being nice informing the someone else about the something... Not only this this person also trick me when i was talking to another someone else... And what's worst is this person actually complains about another person who fake this person and talk to others... Ain't they being the same??? Guess that's why they are friends... Gonna build a protective wall around myself from this person... Guess ur should know who the this person is...
Usual desiree will accomodate and speak in the language that her friends chooses to speak... There are some friends which i speak to them in english and some in chinese... Though most of the time, its chinese... I am brought up to bilingual and i don't do too bad in translating :P ...
But only to this person i don't accomodate... Its not because i don't wish to but i feel that on the way when this person tried to look for an identity, this person has ultimately lost their own true identity... This person fake any national accent when speaking to those native from that countries... This makes me wonders how fake can this person be? This person may thinks that he/she is only trying to make the other party more comfortable by faking their accent? But i think the only impression this person gives the other party is why must u be so fake to fake our accent? Its not as if u are from my native country...
I never hear anything of this person's story... Recently, we realise a wrong judgement was made on this person and i began to pity this person... When i thought this person isn't that bad, this person step on my little waggy tail... So down goes this person back to original dot which is untrustable... What this person did: I was telling someone else about something and this person fake this someone else and talk to me without telling me... And say that i am a kpo when i was just being nice informing the someone else about the something... Not only this this person also trick me when i was talking to another someone else... And what's worst is this person actually complains about another person who fake this person and talk to others... Ain't they being the same??? Guess that's why they are friends... Gonna build a protective wall around myself from this person... Guess ur should know who the this person is...
Can't sleep...
Ever since last friday early morning i haven been able to fall asleep till the early hours of dawn like 4 plus or 5 plus when i went to bed at 2 or 3 plus am...This problem is getting worst... I barely sleep 2 hrs today maybe plus one hr cos i fell asleep during studying yesterday night for an hr... I have an 8 am exam today... I think the insufficent sleep had an influence on my remembering skills of the hours of exams... Not that i never turn up... I actually thought that exam would end at 10.40 am when its suppose to be 10.10 am... Don't panic, I actually realise it when i had an hr left so it wasn't too bad and insufficent of time... Manage to fill in all that i have in this stupid brain of mine so i am guessing and hoping that i will pass...
Was searching for Xinyi in the exam halls... Can't see her... Then panic thought she left without me, we are going to indooroopilly after the exam... All becoz of my good for nothing brother at home who wants me to bring him sweets... I am such a time dragger when it comes to exams... I panic when i have like 20 mins left and many blanks... Though i look as cool as a cumcumber outside haha...
Luckily, i found her at the another section of the exams hall don't know why she got a blue paper for exam seat and i got a purple one... She was sitting so far away that i am not sure if she's the right person i am seeing... We keep straining our eyes to see each other... She made a signal to me to test if i am the right person and i can't see... Can u imagine the distance?? I was at the front of exam hall and she is right at the back of exam hall and many rows away...
Oh we saw the person that we so not wanted to see... Vincent our venture screening project mate... vv chauvinistic... He changed our hrs of hard work into something else within a nite and never listens to our suggestions then we ended up with a 6.5/10 i guess our group got the lowest in class and did i mention he came to presentation in bermudas and slippers while we were dressed in jeans and our other classmates are dressed formally... Both of us are so shocked, Can't he put on a decent jeans? Or do he not have one?
I manage to keep myself pretty awake the whole day which i think is incredible... I and Xinyi went for pre-shopping before exams are over... I got a skirt from valley girl, she got 2 tops from giordano and we both got something from supre... Think that's our fave shop here... The guy at giordano charged Xinyi 40 for 2 shirts when it states that its 30 for 2... Lucky, she heard and told him about the mistake he made as i am not awake i haven heard anything... Then we came back around 2 pm...
After returning, i went to talk to the college person about getting my bond back and get a recharge card for my handphone cos i am only left with $4 credit... Since i were to go out to get the recharge card i will be halfway towards Xinyi's place, so i decided to walk to her place to pick up my baobei My date with Vampire 2 VCDs so i can pack them into my luggage... I brought along 2 textbooks and some notes cos i have to shift to her place for next semester... Bag is so heavy and weather is so hot... I reach there about 3 plus and return at 4 pm...
Then guess what? Crazy me started to pack my stuff again since i got 4 days to the next exam... Decided to change the clothes i will be wearing home... I change from an old top to 2 pieces of new tops so i have 1 piece lesser to carry haha... Actually it doesn't make a difference... Then i took up Xinyi's advise to hand carry all the new clothes that was bought during this 9 months in case of lost... I never pack all into my back pack but few tops and 2 newest skirt that i bought...
Currently fave is the skirt i bought today... Been trying it on even when i have tried before buying... I bought about 19 pieces of new clothes over the 9 months... Maybe gonna add 1 or 2 more pieces this friday haha... Desiree is Xi Xin Yan Jiu... I like changes but when i can't change things in my life i just start to change the things that i am using... Like toothpaste, bath soap, face wash and etc... I like choices but realise that when i have a choice i will start to ponder... Which choice to make? But i dislike only having this choice and forced to agree to it...
Manage to squeeze most of my clothes into a luggage gonna burst liao cannot fit anymore into it so i locked it up... I am worried that it might be heavier than 30 kg though i hope not cos i can't take anything out... Where am i gonna put the extras??? *Wondering* I am putting my other stuffs that can't go into bag 1 into my other bag... Everything should be fine to fit in, just afraid that i will exceed the 30 kg limit... Tell u a secret which isn't much a secret i came with about 70 kg of stuffs... Actually i have no idea how i manage to pack till so much haha...
Now that i am almost done with my stuffs for back home, i went to look through the stuffs that i am leaving here i tried to pack most of my books and printer together into a box which is just nice, then i tried to pack my pillow and bedsheets into my black luggage which i am leaving here... gonna burst too haha... Haven tried packing my rice cooker, storage boxes and whatever food that i am left not sure if they are going to fit into a box...
I finish 3 out of 4 papers and Xinyi finished 2 out of 5 papers... I haven been bad by keep saying i got 1 paper left when she got 3 papers left instead i kept asking her to study cos she got 3 papers in 3 days worried that she doesn't have enough time to study...
Was searching for Xinyi in the exam halls... Can't see her... Then panic thought she left without me, we are going to indooroopilly after the exam... All becoz of my good for nothing brother at home who wants me to bring him sweets... I am such a time dragger when it comes to exams... I panic when i have like 20 mins left and many blanks... Though i look as cool as a cumcumber outside haha...
Luckily, i found her at the another section of the exams hall don't know why she got a blue paper for exam seat and i got a purple one... She was sitting so far away that i am not sure if she's the right person i am seeing... We keep straining our eyes to see each other... She made a signal to me to test if i am the right person and i can't see... Can u imagine the distance?? I was at the front of exam hall and she is right at the back of exam hall and many rows away...
Oh we saw the person that we so not wanted to see... Vincent our venture screening project mate... vv chauvinistic... He changed our hrs of hard work into something else within a nite and never listens to our suggestions then we ended up with a 6.5/10 i guess our group got the lowest in class and did i mention he came to presentation in bermudas and slippers while we were dressed in jeans and our other classmates are dressed formally... Both of us are so shocked, Can't he put on a decent jeans? Or do he not have one?
I manage to keep myself pretty awake the whole day which i think is incredible... I and Xinyi went for pre-shopping before exams are over... I got a skirt from valley girl, she got 2 tops from giordano and we both got something from supre... Think that's our fave shop here... The guy at giordano charged Xinyi 40 for 2 shirts when it states that its 30 for 2... Lucky, she heard and told him about the mistake he made as i am not awake i haven heard anything... Then we came back around 2 pm...
After returning, i went to talk to the college person about getting my bond back and get a recharge card for my handphone cos i am only left with $4 credit... Since i were to go out to get the recharge card i will be halfway towards Xinyi's place, so i decided to walk to her place to pick up my baobei My date with Vampire 2 VCDs so i can pack them into my luggage... I brought along 2 textbooks and some notes cos i have to shift to her place for next semester... Bag is so heavy and weather is so hot... I reach there about 3 plus and return at 4 pm...
Then guess what? Crazy me started to pack my stuff again since i got 4 days to the next exam... Decided to change the clothes i will be wearing home... I change from an old top to 2 pieces of new tops so i have 1 piece lesser to carry haha... Actually it doesn't make a difference... Then i took up Xinyi's advise to hand carry all the new clothes that was bought during this 9 months in case of lost... I never pack all into my back pack but few tops and 2 newest skirt that i bought...
Currently fave is the skirt i bought today... Been trying it on even when i have tried before buying... I bought about 19 pieces of new clothes over the 9 months... Maybe gonna add 1 or 2 more pieces this friday haha... Desiree is Xi Xin Yan Jiu... I like changes but when i can't change things in my life i just start to change the things that i am using... Like toothpaste, bath soap, face wash and etc... I like choices but realise that when i have a choice i will start to ponder... Which choice to make? But i dislike only having this choice and forced to agree to it...
Manage to squeeze most of my clothes into a luggage gonna burst liao cannot fit anymore into it so i locked it up... I am worried that it might be heavier than 30 kg though i hope not cos i can't take anything out... Where am i gonna put the extras??? *Wondering* I am putting my other stuffs that can't go into bag 1 into my other bag... Everything should be fine to fit in, just afraid that i will exceed the 30 kg limit... Tell u a secret which isn't much a secret i came with about 70 kg of stuffs... Actually i have no idea how i manage to pack till so much haha...
Now that i am almost done with my stuffs for back home, i went to look through the stuffs that i am leaving here i tried to pack most of my books and printer together into a box which is just nice, then i tried to pack my pillow and bedsheets into my black luggage which i am leaving here... gonna burst too haha... Haven tried packing my rice cooker, storage boxes and whatever food that i am left not sure if they are going to fit into a box...
I finish 3 out of 4 papers and Xinyi finished 2 out of 5 papers... I haven been bad by keep saying i got 1 paper left when she got 3 papers left instead i kept asking her to study cos she got 3 papers in 3 days worried that she doesn't have enough time to study...
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Entrepreneurship Exam...
Tomorrow is 3rd paper spend 2 almost 3 days writting the entrepreneurship notes it came out to 41 pages of A4 pages... Don't know if i can finish them by tonight and its an 8 am... Think cannot sleep much tonight... Got an email from our entre lecturer today... He say that we will only be able to know our results for our business plan on thurs... I think its the only assignment that we never receive our results before exams... Been studying on the bed and i fell asleep within minutes haha... Seems to understand when i read the notes i have written but am scare that when exam paper i will not remember anything... Hope i and Xinyi do well in the business plan and exams... Let's jiayou and conquer entrepreneurship... Waiting to see our smiling face tomorrow when it is over... I have this 2 stupid ulcers in my mouth and the pain is killing me...
Friday, November 12, 2004
Brisbane is not what i want...
Years ago, i told a good friend that i want to go overseas and find a new place where no one knows me and call it my home... I told her singapore isn't a place where i want to be in the future... I get bored of routine lives vv easily... 1/2 year of attachment and i can't wait for it to finish... I guess i will be a job hopper in future haha...
After being in Australia for nine months... U might think i will say i think otherwise now... As i can't wait to be home, to my comfort zone... After 9 months away, i should be wiser and not so naive and think that i can go from country to country and find a job and stay till i am tired and leave for another... Yes now i know that this dream isn't much possible... But i still want to be a traveller... I still vv much want to look for my ideal place where i want to belong but maybe in this life i might never find anywhere i feel that i belong to...
In this 9 months, i found that the thing that is hard to grip is people... Who are good? Who are bad? Who will stay? Who will leave? Who are the ones that u are fated to be friends? Who can be trusted? Who can be dependable? Who is fake? Who is real? We started off as a group of 10, how many contacts each other nowadays?
I wish to fly but there are things that i can't leave behind... As people grow u get more attach to the people and stuff around u... But my conclusion is Brisbane is not the place i want to be...
After being in Australia for nine months... U might think i will say i think otherwise now... As i can't wait to be home, to my comfort zone... After 9 months away, i should be wiser and not so naive and think that i can go from country to country and find a job and stay till i am tired and leave for another... Yes now i know that this dream isn't much possible... But i still want to be a traveller... I still vv much want to look for my ideal place where i want to belong but maybe in this life i might never find anywhere i feel that i belong to...
In this 9 months, i found that the thing that is hard to grip is people... Who are good? Who are bad? Who will stay? Who will leave? Who are the ones that u are fated to be friends? Who can be trusted? Who can be dependable? Who is fake? Who is real? We started off as a group of 10, how many contacts each other nowadays?
I wish to fly but there are things that i can't leave behind... As people grow u get more attach to the people and stuff around u... But my conclusion is Brisbane is not the place i want to be...
FM mcq don't know...
Can't sleep... Can't sleep... I can't fall asleep last night because the stupid brain doesn't seems to want to shut down... I wanted a 5 or more for FM but i think it seems that i can't get it liao... The MCQ qns are vv weird doesn't seems to know any... It had this question on sensitivity analysis and i don't recall reading it in my notes? But part 2 i know most of it except the theory... Maybe will end up with a 4... if really unlucky then less than that which i hope not...
Eyes are tired now and i am 2 days away from entreprenuership exam which no tips were given and have not studied... Think i can go and jump into the brisbane river already... That's what good about having a river here i guess haha... Guess mummy should be on her flight to Hongkong... Never wait for me... I want to eat mango pudding, pig's blood and snake geng... What else i can't remember... Hongkong got really nice desserts and they open the dessert stalls till late...
Last nite, i been thinking of the places i want to go and top of my list for sure in my life i want to go once but it might not be the 1st place i am going for travel is Rome... Fell in love with this city when i was watching a drama series... Ok i had an eye for the sub lead who was a handsome young chap haha :P ...

See the pic above... So full of history... Can't wait to go there and take the 1st breath of old civilization... Desiree is in love with ancient history but don't ask me to go to china... Yes once when i was in secondary school, i wanted to go to China but now after hearing about bathrooms without doors and have to use umbrellas i have second thoughts about going so it might be the last place i want to go... Wait!! I think it is the 2nd last cos i think i wouldn't want to go india too cos of the smell and the hot stuff that they serve... I don't take chilli so i might starve to death there... Trying to make myself happy and forget about disappointing FM... :|
Eyes are tired now and i am 2 days away from entreprenuership exam which no tips were given and have not studied... Think i can go and jump into the brisbane river already... That's what good about having a river here i guess haha... Guess mummy should be on her flight to Hongkong... Never wait for me... I want to eat mango pudding, pig's blood and snake geng... What else i can't remember... Hongkong got really nice desserts and they open the dessert stalls till late...
Last nite, i been thinking of the places i want to go and top of my list for sure in my life i want to go once but it might not be the 1st place i am going for travel is Rome... Fell in love with this city when i was watching a drama series... Ok i had an eye for the sub lead who was a handsome young chap haha :P ...

See the pic above... So full of history... Can't wait to go there and take the 1st breath of old civilization... Desiree is in love with ancient history but don't ask me to go to china... Yes once when i was in secondary school, i wanted to go to China but now after hearing about bathrooms without doors and have to use umbrellas i have second thoughts about going so it might be the last place i want to go... Wait!! I think it is the 2nd last cos i think i wouldn't want to go india too cos of the smell and the hot stuff that they serve... I don't take chilli so i might starve to death there... Trying to make myself happy and forget about disappointing FM... :|
Thursday, November 11, 2004
B-dae tradition...
I made the choice of coming to australia to study for my degree... With that i left my 2 good friends from poly back home and started the journey of my uni life without anyone that i know here... By chance, i meet a secondary friend here... By fate, i got to know a group of 10 others... Starting with Liwen, if it wouldn't for her then i wouldn't have met the rest and got to know Xinyi who is my coursemate, good friend and future housemate... In some ways, we are the same like we like to shop when we have nothing to do and watch drama series... Was surprise that we also have somewhat the same taste in movies... She doesn't strikes me as a girly gal but in fact she is... haha just as mum says birds of a feather flock together...
Actually, when i started updating this live journal i wanted to write about my 2 good friends who pass 3 years of poly with me... The chatty Lijuan who always entertain and makes us laugh whenever there is long breaks... Cecilia who will charm us with her singing... All the fun and laughter that we shared and make it all the way to graduation at poly... The many times i and cecilia meet coincidently on the bus 74 cos we are both late...Once we went to macdonald for breakfast before we go for lecture, leaving poor lijuan at lecture hall attending lessons... The times we 3 meet up for macdonald breakfast at AMK before going to school together... The long bathroom breaks or coffee breaks cos the lecturer was boring... The happiness shown on our faces when we are let off early... The times we 3 had to share an umbrella cos the 2 of u are lazy to bring urs... The times i have to remind the both of u to bring what is needed for lessons... The times i accompany lijuan to study during last semester cos she doesn't like to study at home though i prefer to study at home... The one time i lost my temper and cause us to be angry with each other for a few days... So glad that we are fine now...
At the vv start i was closer to Cecilia, cos as i said its a fate that i feel closer to her just like lijuan feel closer to her than me... But over the years, changes have made me and lijuan close too... I think if i haven't been to attachment the same semester as her, we won't be that close... Maybe we should go on holiday together again but i have to look for sponsor, ur leg have to be well and ask cecilia to go along... I and lijuan started off as loggerheads, we don't see things the same way but over the years we learn to see things from different perspective from one and other... Remember the 1st time, we 3 went out and ended up with lijuan leaving in a huff... And me clueless at what i have done?...
The point i am trying to get to is i am really glad to have u 2 as my best of friends in Poly... I hope that our friendship will never end... Misses our fun, laughter, competitiveness, etc... Now we got no results to compare... So save on the competitiveness...

Can't wait to be back to do my b-dae tradtion... Be prepared to look nice nice for the camera... Leave the 3rd or 4th December free...
Actually, when i started updating this live journal i wanted to write about my 2 good friends who pass 3 years of poly with me... The chatty Lijuan who always entertain and makes us laugh whenever there is long breaks... Cecilia who will charm us with her singing... All the fun and laughter that we shared and make it all the way to graduation at poly... The many times i and cecilia meet coincidently on the bus 74 cos we are both late...Once we went to macdonald for breakfast before we go for lecture, leaving poor lijuan at lecture hall attending lessons... The times we 3 meet up for macdonald breakfast at AMK before going to school together... The long bathroom breaks or coffee breaks cos the lecturer was boring... The happiness shown on our faces when we are let off early... The times we 3 had to share an umbrella cos the 2 of u are lazy to bring urs... The times i have to remind the both of u to bring what is needed for lessons... The times i accompany lijuan to study during last semester cos she doesn't like to study at home though i prefer to study at home... The one time i lost my temper and cause us to be angry with each other for a few days... So glad that we are fine now...
At the vv start i was closer to Cecilia, cos as i said its a fate that i feel closer to her just like lijuan feel closer to her than me... But over the years, changes have made me and lijuan close too... I think if i haven't been to attachment the same semester as her, we won't be that close... Maybe we should go on holiday together again but i have to look for sponsor, ur leg have to be well and ask cecilia to go along... I and lijuan started off as loggerheads, we don't see things the same way but over the years we learn to see things from different perspective from one and other... Remember the 1st time, we 3 went out and ended up with lijuan leaving in a huff... And me clueless at what i have done?...
The point i am trying to get to is i am really glad to have u 2 as my best of friends in Poly... I hope that our friendship will never end... Misses our fun, laughter, competitiveness, etc... Now we got no results to compare... So save on the competitiveness...

Can't wait to be back to do my b-dae tradtion... Be prepared to look nice nice for the camera... Leave the 3rd or 4th December free...
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
孙燕姿 -我也很想他
Finally, finish reading all the FM notes and did all the quizzes got a grip of what it talking about... Was surfing boxup and found that Stefanie Sun got new album... Found the name of this song so familiar... 我也很想他... Once and years ago... On the exchange trip to Japan... Now where are my 2 good friends??... One i know that she is happily married and expecting... Happy for her to find her happiness and wish it last till her last breath... She yearns for a family since she doesn't know who her biological parents are as she is adopted... The other one for years we never contact... Since the holiday that year, since my b-dae that year... How old was i?? i can't remember... I still have the bracelet u gave me as my b-dae present... I still remember we went to the beach that day... Will we ever meet again or will we never see each other again??... Does the fading of ur contact number mean anything??... Is it my fault or ur fault for not keeping contact??... Maybe its both of our faults... If u were to see me on the streets, will u recognise me??...
Ok Desiree is getting sentimental... Just 5 mins ok then i will be good as new... Tomorrow i might not even want to think about the past... Anyway people are suppose to look forward towards the future and not the past... We are only suppose to learn from our past...
XY:(Chinese words are Wo ye heng xiang ta)
Ok Desiree is getting sentimental... Just 5 mins ok then i will be good as new... Tomorrow i might not even want to think about the past... Anyway people are suppose to look forward towards the future and not the past... We are only suppose to learn from our past...
XY:(Chinese words are Wo ye heng xiang ta)
Determined...
Was vv ambitious last yesterday... Thinking of studying finish my FM notes and do the quizzes but i ended up at chapter 8 when there is 11 chapters... So today i have to be more determined and finish all that and tutorial questions... If i could i think can start on some exam papers too... I manage to accumulate a 5 for FM... Should have more if it weren't for my carelessness... I don't want a 4 for FM...
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Can't wait can't wait to go home sweet home...
BRM paper down luckily all tips are out and never have anything shocking... Thanks Andrew our tutor so nice not like that len crook... Fill up most of the stuff... Should have a pass bah... Hope so hope so... Don't dare to have high hopes after seeing my first semester results... Totally not what i expected from the usual Desiree... So disappointing... I can screw up a 6 and get a 4 and i still have cheat sheet... Don't talk about my disappointments...
Mummy change my date of return to the 22th Novemember so i get 2 days less to countdown... Should be going back with Xinyi but different airlines maybe we can sms each other during the flight and tell each other if there are any cutie spotted haha... Been packing stuff and throwing things out everyday in anticipation of going home... Next paper is on friday... Got to study already...
Currently, outside is rainning cats and dogs... Ever wonder why is cat 1st and dog 2nd?? Just because the letter c comes before d?? Saw some of my friend's msn nicks and knew that there is a hailstorm of ice when the rain started... Never had a chance to see cos i was busy studying Financial Management for friday...
I and Xinyi was deciding to go Hawken for dinner but now as the weather is so bad that we are not going... And she sort of invited the guy that is interested in me along... Okay he is also the partly why i decided to stay in other than the weather... I don't like to give false hopes... I think this kind of games can't be played... Never hear before never play with fire... I know that it isn't vv nice to tell him that i am not interested when it is exams but i have been hinting all the way that whenever he ask me out i say no... U have test my patience... Patience runs thin when i am lack of sleep... So it's isn't much of my fault... I am not someone who likes to drag and waste the time of others and in my dictionary there isn't regret... Xinyi ask u don't regret... I told her Desiree is a gal who never REGRETS... Anyway, i have no feel for him...
Mummy change my date of return to the 22th Novemember so i get 2 days less to countdown... Should be going back with Xinyi but different airlines maybe we can sms each other during the flight and tell each other if there are any cutie spotted haha... Been packing stuff and throwing things out everyday in anticipation of going home... Next paper is on friday... Got to study already...
Currently, outside is rainning cats and dogs... Ever wonder why is cat 1st and dog 2nd?? Just because the letter c comes before d?? Saw some of my friend's msn nicks and knew that there is a hailstorm of ice when the rain started... Never had a chance to see cos i was busy studying Financial Management for friday...
I and Xinyi was deciding to go Hawken for dinner but now as the weather is so bad that we are not going... And she sort of invited the guy that is interested in me along... Okay he is also the partly why i decided to stay in other than the weather... I don't like to give false hopes... I think this kind of games can't be played... Never hear before never play with fire... I know that it isn't vv nice to tell him that i am not interested when it is exams but i have been hinting all the way that whenever he ask me out i say no... U have test my patience... Patience runs thin when i am lack of sleep... So it's isn't much of my fault... I am not someone who likes to drag and waste the time of others and in my dictionary there isn't regret... Xinyi ask u don't regret... I told her Desiree is a gal who never REGRETS... Anyway, i have no feel for him...
Monday, November 08, 2004
1st paper tomorrow...
As i count down the days that i will be going home sweet home... I realise how near the days are... Been home since last wednesday... Okay not really i went out on thursday and friday to collect my assignments... But in the turn of my eyes its monday already...
Tomorrow is 1st paper and its 8 am stupid len coote... I think he should change his last name to crook rather since he is so mean, putting the paper at 8 am... Wonder how i am going to get up tomorrow... *thinking* But shouldn't complain much cos he gave us a list of tips and i hope its really just the tips that he is going to test us on cos i only studied that...
I have another lecturer who also put his exam paper at 8 am and never gave any tips... I think he should also change his last name maybe to rogue?? Hahaha in the mood of changing last names for my lecturers... :P Wish everyone taking BRM success in getting rid of this subject... Don't want to do research proposal again... So time consuming...
Tomorrow is 1st paper and its 8 am stupid len coote... I think he should change his last name to crook rather since he is so mean, putting the paper at 8 am... Wonder how i am going to get up tomorrow... *thinking* But shouldn't complain much cos he gave us a list of tips and i hope its really just the tips that he is going to test us on cos i only studied that...
I have another lecturer who also put his exam paper at 8 am and never gave any tips... I think he should also change his last name maybe to rogue?? Hahaha in the mood of changing last names for my lecturers... :P Wish everyone taking BRM success in getting rid of this subject... Don't want to do research proposal again... So time consuming...
Sunday, November 07, 2004
Exams are drawing near...
Exams are drawing near which also means that the days that i can get back to the comfort of my little world is drawing near too... Been studying and packing my things... Hope that i can fit everything into my luggages... I manage to fit most of my clothes into a luggage so i think it should be fine... Xinyi if u can't squeeze everything in i will help u find a way after exams... After packing so much stuff when i was coming here i learned how to squeeze my stuff so its more compact and takes up less space...Can't wait to go back and get my messy long hair which is getting irritating cut and rebond...
Friday, November 05, 2004
Haven't even started marking entrepreneurship assignment...
The assignment that i was afraid that i might be the one that got 0 is out and lucky i got 34/50 instead of zero... Thought about not collecting it up from the resource centre but if i don't see the paper i scare my marks will fly away haha... Silly me...
Since i was at the resource centre, i ask about another assignment... Got shocking news... The girl at the resource centre told me that she is also taking that subject and during the last tutorial which is a week ago, her tutor told her that they haven even started marking the assignment... Don't know when then can get it back... :( Busying studying the day away...
Since i was at the resource centre, i ask about another assignment... Got shocking news... The girl at the resource centre told me that she is also taking that subject and during the last tutorial which is a week ago, her tutor told her that they haven even started marking the assignment... Don't know when then can get it back... :( Busying studying the day away...
Thursday, November 04, 2004
Collect Assignments
Was thinking that next week is exam week... So assignments should be out today but was disappointed to find that only one assignment is out... The results for this assignment was satisfactory... We were not given much guidelines for this assignment so getting a reasonable mark was fine... Manage to get some decent marks for 2 subjects now there is two more to wait and see how much i accumulated... Hope nothing goes wrong for the other 2 subjects... After picking the assignment up, i and Xinyi went to collect her air ticket back home then we headed for lunch at the tennis court...
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Xinyi's Birthday......
We wanted to sleep early to anticipate the surprise tomorrow. In the end, the both of us can't sleep till 4 plus am... After i fell asleep a while, which i think is a while but have been 4 hrs haha... I found Xinyi missing... Then i realise its 8.20 am... I was my gosh... Liwen and Gen is coming... Then she refused to come out of the bathroom... Want to hai wo can't get dress and look nice... Anyway she knew the surprise from Da ge but i am not sure when... She just told me she know liao... Finally, she came out and i manage to get dress in time before they came... She tried to fake sleeping but when she saw liwen and Gen, she told them she knew the surprise... I was shocked and i got blamed for telling her... :( When she got to know from Da ge...

Then we celebrated, cut the cake and had breakfast... No one got dirty haha... After that, we settle down to have our little girl's talk and end at 1 pm... Cos everyone was tired and are going to have a second round of sleep... I & Xinyi tried to sleep but in the end, i end up updating live journal while she study away... Sad rite... B-dae and have to study but no choice lah exams coming.. The other reason is we are waiting for our Da ge to get up cos he says he wants to bring Xinyi out... We sms him liao but he never reply so we guess he still asleep... Anyway now we are too full to eat haha...
We went back to sleep eventually for about 1/2 hr then we got up deciding not to lose time but to study... then we called Da ge and he says that he is studying at home and we were haha like real... He said that he went bel lab and studied last nite... Eventually, we went out... we went to Hungry Jack at taringa and saw two parents bringing their children to interview for Hungry Jack waiter/waitress job... Both child got the job...
We went to indooroopilly shopping centre but it was closed as it's already 6 pm... In singapore, it will be open... Here shopping is so pathetic and what's worst is the variety of shops are all the same... As it was closed we went to sunnybank but on the way he saw JB-Hifi and went there to look at the DVDs... Xinyi got a new cover for her camera and he got a DVD... I never buy anything... ain't i good haha... Actually, it was that nothing caught my naughty eye *winks* ...
While driving around, Xinyi mention the pig(Geraldine) and Da ge went can ur not always say the pig when we are out and happy... So after that we never mention about her... Then in the end at manors during dinner he himself brought up the pig... So i told him, he say about her can we say about her cannot... That's so unfair...
After that we went to Sunnybank to borrow dvds cos today is tuesday and dvd rental is at AUD2... I and Xinyi were so bored that we played guess the movie with the action game... Da ge came up with one that we can't find, then we thought he bluff us and anyhow make an action for us to guess... But he never bluff us and showed us the movie cover... The side of the cover with the action wasn't obvious... After that we head to Manors for dinner... Xinyi gave us a treat... Thanks Xinyi...
After dinner, we went up to Mt cootha but was down in 15 mins... I have feeling that he hasn't plan to go mt cootha at first but cos on the way back pig called so he purposely want to return later... It was vv windy and i am in mini-skirt... Like pretty lah so have to withstand the cold... Anyway legs can withstand cold better than the body but my body didn't zhen qi cos i was chattering when i speak... So now i have to say sorry to him if he had wanted to go there because he wanted to stay out later... Guess it was my fault that we left after 15 mins too...
Da ge seems to really likes mt cootha a lot... He just been up there yesterday with Xinyi to blow 2 hrs of cold wind and today he brought us there... As Xinyi puts it he is OOHM haha... But the cool breeze is nice and i think i never mention the view up there is breath taking with so many stars... Hardly see any stars in singapore...
So romantic but no right person to share with so sad haha... But currently as to speak of, i would rather be single and carefree though there are times when i would envy people who have the other half... But its the heart that decides who is the right one? I believe in the right person will appear at the right place at the right time... Now i feel that as long as i am happy that's enough... Simplicity is the best... 简单就是幸福。。。
Last and Last have to thank Da ge for driving us out to have fun (before he thinks that we take him for granted :P) Thank you vv much ...

Then we celebrated, cut the cake and had breakfast... No one got dirty haha... After that, we settle down to have our little girl's talk and end at 1 pm... Cos everyone was tired and are going to have a second round of sleep... I & Xinyi tried to sleep but in the end, i end up updating live journal while she study away... Sad rite... B-dae and have to study but no choice lah exams coming.. The other reason is we are waiting for our Da ge to get up cos he says he wants to bring Xinyi out... We sms him liao but he never reply so we guess he still asleep... Anyway now we are too full to eat haha...
We went back to sleep eventually for about 1/2 hr then we got up deciding not to lose time but to study... then we called Da ge and he says that he is studying at home and we were haha like real... He said that he went bel lab and studied last nite... Eventually, we went out... we went to Hungry Jack at taringa and saw two parents bringing their children to interview for Hungry Jack waiter/waitress job... Both child got the job...
We went to indooroopilly shopping centre but it was closed as it's already 6 pm... In singapore, it will be open... Here shopping is so pathetic and what's worst is the variety of shops are all the same... As it was closed we went to sunnybank but on the way he saw JB-Hifi and went there to look at the DVDs... Xinyi got a new cover for her camera and he got a DVD... I never buy anything... ain't i good haha... Actually, it was that nothing caught my naughty eye *winks* ...
While driving around, Xinyi mention the pig(Geraldine) and Da ge went can ur not always say the pig when we are out and happy... So after that we never mention about her... Then in the end at manors during dinner he himself brought up the pig... So i told him, he say about her can we say about her cannot... That's so unfair...
After that we went to Sunnybank to borrow dvds cos today is tuesday and dvd rental is at AUD2... I and Xinyi were so bored that we played guess the movie with the action game... Da ge came up with one that we can't find, then we thought he bluff us and anyhow make an action for us to guess... But he never bluff us and showed us the movie cover... The side of the cover with the action wasn't obvious... After that we head to Manors for dinner... Xinyi gave us a treat... Thanks Xinyi...
After dinner, we went up to Mt cootha but was down in 15 mins... I have feeling that he hasn't plan to go mt cootha at first but cos on the way back pig called so he purposely want to return later... It was vv windy and i am in mini-skirt... Like pretty lah so have to withstand the cold... Anyway legs can withstand cold better than the body but my body didn't zhen qi cos i was chattering when i speak... So now i have to say sorry to him if he had wanted to go there because he wanted to stay out later... Guess it was my fault that we left after 15 mins too...
Da ge seems to really likes mt cootha a lot... He just been up there yesterday with Xinyi to blow 2 hrs of cold wind and today he brought us there... As Xinyi puts it he is OOHM haha... But the cool breeze is nice and i think i never mention the view up there is breath taking with so many stars... Hardly see any stars in singapore...
So romantic but no right person to share with so sad haha... But currently as to speak of, i would rather be single and carefree though there are times when i would envy people who have the other half... But its the heart that decides who is the right one? I believe in the right person will appear at the right place at the right time... Now i feel that as long as i am happy that's enough... Simplicity is the best... 简单就是幸福。。。
Last and Last have to thank Da ge for driving us out to have fun (before he thinks that we take him for granted :P) Thank you vv much ...
Monday, November 01, 2004
Weird Da ge
Finally, did BRM chapter 1 notes after 2 days... Haha... Got up and boil green bean soup for dessert tonight with Xinyi cos she is coming over... Weird Da ge keep asking me to dress nice nice to his house for dinner tonight... Don't know what he is up to ??? ... Anyway he ask me to wear dress so i purposely don't wear dress haha... :P But in the end i compromise i wear skirt lor... :( He use Xinyi's msn and talk to me thought i don't know its him... haha... His friend also came for dinner... so i knew what he is up to... His friend is interested in knowing me after we had been to his house last last sunday to get him to check the car as the car was shaking badly... He smokes and drives a super fast car which means dangerous... Not interested in his friend... If he wasn't up to weird tricks he might have got a taste of my green bean soup... haha serve him right for being matchmaker...
Dinner was usual except Geraldine talking dirty during dinner... Don't know what she thinks... Doesn't even have self respect when having dinner... And what's more there are guys around... If she were my daughter, i will faint... I find that she loves to talk dirty which i can't really understand why??? I know u can be open but u shouldn't be that open as a girl to talk into details to guy friends... It just makes u sound loose... Is that what u want to people think of u as??? U are easy and loose???
Dinner was usual except Geraldine talking dirty during dinner... Don't know what she thinks... Doesn't even have self respect when having dinner... And what's more there are guys around... If she were my daughter, i will faint... I find that she loves to talk dirty which i can't really understand why??? I know u can be open but u shouldn't be that open as a girl to talk into details to guy friends... It just makes u sound loose... Is that what u want to people think of u as??? U are easy and loose???
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