Friday, November 12, 2004

Brisbane is not what i want...

Years ago, i told a good friend that i want to go overseas and find a new place where no one knows me and call it my home... I told her singapore isn't a place where i want to be in the future... I get bored of routine lives vv easily... 1/2 year of attachment and i can't wait for it to finish... I guess i will be a job hopper in future haha...

After being in Australia for nine months... U might think i will say i think otherwise now... As i can't wait to be home, to my comfort zone... After 9 months away, i should be wiser and not so naive and think that i can go from country to country and find a job and stay till i am tired and leave for another... Yes now i know that this dream isn't much possible... But i still want to be a traveller... I still vv much want to look for my ideal place where i want to belong but maybe in this life i might never find anywhere i feel that i belong to...

In this 9 months, i found that the thing that is hard to grip is people... Who are good? Who are bad? Who will stay? Who will leave? Who are the ones that u are fated to be friends? Who can be trusted? Who can be dependable? Who is fake? Who is real? We started off as a group of 10, how many contacts each other nowadays?

I wish to fly but there are things that i can't leave behind... As people grow u get more attach to the people and stuff around u... But my conclusion is Brisbane is not the place i want to be...

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